Youth in Nazi Germany: Analyzing Frau Diller and the Road of Yellow Stars

RUDY STEINER‎He was eight months older than Liesel and had bony legs, sharp‎teeth, gangly blue eyes, and hair the color of a lemon.‎One of six Steiner children, he was permanently hungry.‎On Himmel Street, he was considered a little crazy.‎This was on account of an event that was rarely spoken about‎but widely regarded as “The Jesse Owens Incident,‎” in which he‎painted himself charcoal black and ran the 100 meters at the‎local playing field one night.‎Insane or not, Rudy was always destined to be Liesel’s best friend. A‎snowball in the face is surely the perfect beginning to a lasting‎friendship.‎A few days after Liesel started school, she went along with the‎Steiners. Rudy’s mother, Barbara, made him promise to walk with the‎new girl, mainly because she’d heard about the snowball. To Rudy’s‎credit, he was happy enough to comply. He was not the junior‎misogynistic type of boy at all. He liked girls a lot, and he liked Liesel‎(hence, the snowball). In fact, Rudy Steiner was one of those‎audacious little bastards who actually fancied himself with the ladies.‎Every childhood seems to have exactly such a juvenile in its midst‎and mists. He’s the boy who refuses to fear the opposite sex, purely‎because everyone else embraces that particular fear, and he’s the type‎who is unafraid to make a decision. In this case, Rudy had already‎made up his mind about Liesel Meminger.‎On the way to school, he tried to point out certain landmarks in the‎town, or at least, he managed to slip it all in, somewhere between‎telling his younger siblings to shut their faces and the older ones‎telling him to shut his. His first point of interest was a small window‎on the second floor of an apartment block.‎“That’s where Tommy Müller lives.” He realized that Liesel didn’t‎remember him. “The twitcher? When he was five years old, he got lost at the markets on the coldest day of the year. Three hours later,‎when they found him, he was frozen solid and had an awful earache‎from the cold. After a while, his ears were all infected inside and he‎had three or four operations and the doctors wrecked his nerves. So‎now he twitches.”‎Liesel chimed in, “And he’s bad at soccer.”‎“The worst.”‎Next was the corner shop at the end of Himmel Street. Frau Diller’s.‎AN IMPORTANT NOTE‎ABOUT FRAU DILLER‎She had one golden rule.‎Frau Diller was a sharp-edged woman with fat glasses and a nefarious‎glare. She developed this evil look to discourage the very idea of‎stealing from her shop, which she occupied with soldierlike posture, a‎refrigerated voice, and even breath that smelled like “heil Hitler.” The‎shop itself was white and cold, and completely bloodless. The small‎house compressed beside it shivered with a little more severity than‎the other buildings on Himmel Street. Frau Diller administered this‎feeling, dishing it out as the only free item from her premises. She‎lived for her shop and her shop lived for the Third Reich. Even when‎rationing started later in the year, she was known to sell certain hardto-get items under the counter and donate the money to the Nazi‎Party. On the wall behind her usual sitting position was a framed‎photo of the Führer. If you walked into her shop and didn’t say “heil‎Hitler,” you wouldn’t be served. As they walked by, Rudy drew‎Liesel’s attention to the bulletproof eyes leering from the shop‎window.‎“Say ‘heil’ when you go in there,” he warned her stiffly. “Unless you‎want to walk a little farther.” Even when they were well past the‎shop, Liesel looked back and the magnified eyes were still there,‎fastened to the window.Around the corner, Munich Street (the main road in and out of‎Molching) was strewn with slosh.‎As was often the case, a few rows of troops in training came‎marching past. Their uniforms walked upright and their black boots‎further polluted the snow. Their faces were fixed ahead in‎concentration.‎Once they’d watched the soldiers disappear, the group of Steiners‎and Liesel walked past some shop windows and the imposing town‎hall, which in later years would be chopped off at the knees and‎buried. A few of the shops were abandoned and still labeled with‎yellow stars and anti-Jewish slurs. Farther down, the church aimed‎itself at the sky, its rooftop a study of collaborated tiles. The street,‎overall, was a lengthy tube of gray—a corridor of dampness, people‎stooped in the cold, and the splashed sound of watery footsteps.‎At one stage, Rudy rushed ahead, dragging Liesel with him.‎He knocked on the window of a tailor’s shop.‎Had she been able to read the sign, she would have noticed that it‎belonged to Rudy’s father. The shop was not yet open, but inside, a‎man was preparing articles of clothing behind the counter. He looked‎up and waved.‎“My papa,” Rudy informed her, and they were soon among a crowd‎of various-sized Steiners, each waving or blowing kisses at their‎father or simply standing and nodding hello (in the case of the oldest‎ones), then moving on, toward the final landmark before school.‎THE LAST STOP‎The road of yellow stars‎It was a place nobody wanted to stay and look at, but almost‎everyone did. Shaped like a long, broken arm, the road contained‎several houses with lacerated windows and bruised walls. The Star of‎David was painted on their doors. Those houses were almost like‎lepers. At the very least, they were infected sores on the injured German terrain.‎“Schiller Strasse,” Rudy said. “The road of yellow stars.”‎At the bottom, some people were moving around. The drizzle made‎them look like ghosts. Not humans, but shapes, moving about beneath‎the lead-colored clouds.‎“Come on, you two,” Kurt (the oldest of the Steiner children) called‎back, and Rudy and Liesel walked quickly toward him.‎At school, Rudy made a special point of seeking Liesel out during the‎breaks. He didn’t care that others made noises about the new girl’s‎stupidity. He was there for her at the beginning, and he would be‎there later on, when Liesel’s frustration boiled over. But he wouldn’t‎do it for free.‎THE ONLY THING WORSE THAN‎A BOY WHO HATES YOU‎A boy who loves you.‎In late April, when they’d returned from school for the day, Rudy and‎Liesel waited on Himmel Street for the usual game of soccer. They‎were slightly early, and no other kids had turned up yet. The one‎person they saw was the gutter-mouthed Pfiffikus.‎“Look there.” Rudy pointed.‎A PORTRAIT OF PFIFFIKUS‎He was a delicate frame.‎He was white hair.‎He was a black raincoat, brown pants, decomposing shoes, and‎a mouth—and what a mouth it was.“Hey, Pfiffikus!”‎As the distant figure turned, Rudy started whistling.‎The old man simultaneously straightened and proceeded to swear‎with a ferocity that can only be described as a talent. No one seemed‎to know the real name that belonged to him, or at least if they did,‎they never used it. He was only called Pfiffikus because you give that‎name to someone who likes to whistle, which Pfiffikus most definitely‎did. He was constantly whistling a tune called the Radetzky March,‎and all the kids in town would call out to him and duplicate that‎tune. At that precise moment, Pfiffikus would abandon his usual‎walking style (bent forward, taking large, lanky steps, arms behind‎his raincoated back) and erect himself to deliver abuse. It was then‎that any impression of serenity was violently interrupted, for his‎voice was brimming with rage.‎On this occasion, Liesel followed Rudy’s taunt almost as a reflex‎action.‎“Pfiffikus!” she echoed, quickly adopting the appropriate cruelty‎that childhood seems to require. Her whistling was awful, but there‎was no time to perfect it.‎He chased them, calling out. It started with “Geh’ scheissen!” and‎deteriorated rapidly from there. At first, he leveled his abuse only at‎the boy, but soon enough, it was Liesel’s turn.‎“You little slut!” he roared at her. The words clobbered her in the‎back. “I’ve never seen you before!” Fancy calling a ten-year-old girl a‎slut. That was Pfiffikus. It was widely agreed that he and Frau‎Holtzapfel would have made a lovely couple. “Get back here!” were‎the last words Liesel and Rudy heard as they continued running. They‎ran until they were on Munich Street.‎“Come on,” Rudy said, once they’d recovered their breath. “Just down‎here a little.”‎

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